| Without you,I must die |
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My dear:
I can't describe my felling.I must be crazy.What I want everyday is just to stay with you.If only I can see you,I'm happy and satisfied.If I can't,I even don't want to eat my meal or go to sleep.So I think I must be crazy,crazy for you.
No one can make me like this,only you,youmake me irregularly.I love to stay with you so much,so don't leave me.If you do this,I will become useless and valuesless.I never know love is such a wonderful thing without you,it pass me like a summer breeze,make me feel that I was reborn.You let me know it,I thank you very much.Without you,I can't go on with my life,I can't face tomorrow. Without you,I will despair,I must die.But if I can choose,I will choose that I die after you at least one day,because I don't want you live in this world lonely.I think I was born for you.I'm so eager the day I marry you.I don't know what am I if I can't be yours.
There is still many words I want to say,but I was too excited to say.So that's all.You will be always on my mind.
Yours sincerely
首先感谢能耐心看到这儿的人，也感谢直接就看这里的人，至少你还准备往下看。这是我曾经写的Love letter。细心的人一定发现了，里边有几句出自动漫歌曲：“Without you,I can't go on with my life,I can't face tomorrow. Without you,I will despair,I must die”！
死？尼采说：“爱与死，永恒一致。求爱的意志，也就是甘愿赴死。”爱与死，也许真的是统一的。人们说，至死不渝。在死的瞬间，爱得到了升华，成为永恒。如何证明你的爱？最好的办法，也许就是用死。死了，再没机会改变，再无法改变。曾经的辉煌，快乐，或是痛苦，无一不要最终归于死的门下。生只是暂时的，死才是最终的归宿。从出生开始，人的生命便飞速向着死亡迈进，向着那无限伤感的方向。反正也会死，不如为爱而死，或许倒会留下有如飞蛾扑火的瞬间灿烂。Dust to dust,ashes to ashes,尘归尘，土归土，一切归于虚无。如果我死了，会不会有人念念不忘呢？这也是我所念念不忘的问题。
但是，如今，已经被时间冷却了热情，被所爱的人耗尽了力气的我，已经不配去谈死了，从我决定放弃的时候开始。没了他，我还得在学校念我的abc,念我的ぁぃぅぇぉ。确切地说，我一直都没有他，不也一直在念吗？话又说回来，念和念真的不一样，过去我是抱着希望的，总希望有一天我期待的事能落到我头上。现在呢？我简直不知为什么而活，为什么要去死。也许这才是真正的为自己而活，因为为自己活着是不需要找理由的。有一首歌，叫做生きてゐ喜び，活着的喜悦。能唱出这首歌的人，必是因为他感觉到了活着的喜悦，他也对能够活着心存感激。也许，我也应该向这个方向努力。
人的一生，犹如一个孩子在海边的一天：人生种种快乐的事犹如孩子在海边拾到的贝壳；当你老了，死了，回到上帝身边，就好比孩子到了晚上要回到父亲身边；如果你愿意自行了断生命，就好比孩子玩累了，提前回到了家里。曾经，我是如此希望多拾些贝壳，回家后好与上帝分享。如今我只是在海边徘徊，看着一个一个如过往的我一样，努力拾贝壳的孩子。
如果哪一天，有人在街上看到还很年轻的女孩子，却在独自叹息，也许就是我，正在思索永恒无尽的爱与死。
[ Last edited by 任逍遥 on 04-5-7 at 22:52 ]
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